Things are starting to look up

So this is the beach, just a couple of minutes walk away from my flat. It's strange, I used to enjoy going to the beach as a kid during the summer and even as a young teenager, just hanging out along the sea wall, chatting and having some fun. Nowadays I don't really spend any time at all there. The last time I was at the beach was with A and my brother, S, just before heading off to a friend's wedding and then me and A meet up with SJP to be a group of beach bums.

How things change. Though this is mostly due to the poor weather we've been having recently. The sun doesn't want to stay out longer than a hour and when it does, I'm stuck at work! *sadface*

Another chat on the phone with A today, and it was good to just talk. Think being friends will be great. I know I want her back but at the moment I'm quite happy with our current situation too! It's strange. I miss her, but I'm not getting upset. Maybe this is because I'm starting to regain a little independance that you miss when you're in a relationship. Not that you can't be independant whilst in a relationship, it's just that you have someone else to consider before you do things.

Hopefully, A's feeling more relaxed too. I know she's having a little trouble recently, and I've told her that she can call me anything to chat to, cry to, insult or kick my arse at Mario Kart (I still think she hussled me! No one's that good claiming that they've only played it a handful of times!)

Let's just hope that things continue to stay the course amd our friendship develops into something great

Change, like sunshine, can be a friend or a foe, a blessing or a curse, a dawn or a dusk.
William Arthur Ward