Subside

DJ Marky & Makoto - Togetherness (2009 Edit Mix)

I wish I had the foresight to see my future. I can subside into a state of calm in the understanding of my destiny and lose all worries of choice. Anxiety seethes through my blood, but that in turn makes me live. Were I not calm I would have no motivation, nor the spirit to live as opposed to purpose.

What am I talking about? Basically I wish there was a planned path, but that would take all the fun out of living.