From the underbelly

everything looks different on the inside, no matter how much cover-up lay over it, it's the core. Nothing can change that, no matter how much money you pay to change how you look, cut off a few branches here and there, but whatever has been instilled in you, will never change.

You say that to yourself, and you try to believe it, but it can never be true, people change, things change, and you move on.