Morning sea

Decided today was too hectic so stopped off on the way to work for 5 minutes. Took about 5 different views, jumped back in car and got to work just after the gates were closed! Grrrrr! Luckily they shut 30mins before the kids arrive so not technically late. Meetings all morning. Observation all afternoon (science investigation). Followed by staff meeting on assessment, levelling and moderation!

Then I was thrown back into a setting I used to hate! Quick tea then back to school with Jasmine for a Spanish lesson. I know no Spanish and was rubbish at languages. Stress levels were high for 2 hours while I waited to be picked on. Never again. It was bad enough when I was 11 and had to do French and German. At 39 I do not wish to be back feeling those sick emotions. I've supported my daughter now and won't be doing it again. Thank goodness her exchange is soon and this was the penultimate session.

I bet I have my recurring nightmare tonight about being in an exam and not knowing anything. Hate that dream. Must say something about my fear of failure.