Oops

Master Four Year Old... Up to absolutely no good, and trying to cute his way out of trouble.
Think I fell for it?
Yep. You bet I did.
Ooops.
I am usually often sometimes every now and then only occasionally too soft. I should have been less weak forgiving this time... He was sitting not at, but ON the table... At a cafe.
Ooops.
And I stopped to take a photo instead of getting him down.
Ooops.
Managed to somehow smack myself in the face with my camera in the process of taking said photo.
Ooops.
Now there's some bruising on my nose and below my eye.
Ooops.

Having a bit of a down day again. Everything is just draining me. As per usual, people I thought would be there when I just need SOMEONE aren't there. I feel like I'm being pushed away. So it's off to deal with all the shit stuff in my head... Alone. Again.

"Funny, all the sh*t inside my head
Comes and goes when I think.
And I think too much.
And how it stings when all the things
I should have said stayed inside all along
With all I could have been.
My heart needs to feel alive again.
All I need to hear...
What about 'I love you'?
Where is my 'I need you'?
Can I get three words
When I need them the most.
What more can I say?
You want me to go away.
I can't be like this"
~ Three Words - Chris O'Neill