Clearing

I've had a lot of muddled thinking recently and been quite low. Even my reiki didn't seem to be working anymore, and I really couldn't see any light at the end of the tunnel. Yesterday was a turning point; I went to the Alternative Treatment Event in Seaforth (near the Anthony Gormley iron men) after some persuasion, it being a wet and windy miserable day and not having any company for moral support - I've become a bit agoraphobic recently too, and my confidence has plummeted. Once there I was greeted warmly by many of the stallholders and practitioners, who remembered me from the photoshoot I did for the website and other times I have been there. I used to attend this monthly event regularly until I broke my leg in May, and was also doing a Tarot course which had to be abandonned too. This time I decided to treat myself to some Reiki from an experienced practitioner who didn't know my history, but sensed lots of energy being drawn to my head and the damaged leg. Besides feeling refreshed by the treatment, I also felt my own link to the energy source being re-established, and felt it flowing out of my palms; sounds weird I know, but those who have Reiki will understand.

Today I woke to sunshine and the feeling that things were much clearer. My brain's not healed yet but it's getting there.

I can see clearly now, the rain is gone,
I can see all obstacles in my way
Gone are the dark clouds that had me blind
It's gonna be a bright (bright), bright (bright)
Sun-Shiny day.

I think I can make it now, the pain is gone
All of the bad feelings have disappeared
Here is the rainbow I've been prayin' for
It's gonna be a bright (bright), bright (bright)
Sun-Shiny day.

Look all around, there's nothin' but blue skies
Look straight ahead, nothin' but blue skies

I can see clearly now, the rain is gone,
I can see all obstacles in my way
Gone are the dark clouds that had me blind
It's gonna be a bright (bright), bright (bright)
Sun-Shiny day.