bad blip day

i do not like blipping on a bad day.

i am totally out of inspiration. baby is very poorly, the only place he is happy is wrapped in a blanket lying on the rug. i have had about three hours sleep. the day that we were going to go out for something to eat and to the pictures has turned into a non-day. i have left the house once to drop my daughter to a friends.

i have cancelled my attendance at a singout tomorrow as I would prefer to be here with the baby. i might go to my moms for a birthday dinner. it depends on how bad the night is. last night we ended up in the bathroom twice with the shower going full blast trying to ease his breathing.

i do not feel christmassy, not one little bit.