My Life is tough...

... and that is why I want to change a few things in my life. A recent analysis of my life has lead me to the conclusion that I'm messing up in several areas and if I want to live on honouring God I will have to revise a few things and focus more on things that actually matter. I will have to find a purpose in life and learn to trust others as currently I'm living as a Lone Wolf (and so far I have been happy about it, but I know its not good for me). I will also have to revise a few of my friendships and definitely apologize to at least one person (probably a lot more actually) for saying and doing things that were not appropriate at the time. I also have to thank that person for the reaction at the time as it wouldn't have gone well. I'm sorry.
I will now embark on a quest to find maturity, wisdom, trust and hope with Gods help. I pray that this journey will not be too long as I have already wasted a good deal of my life to vain things such as video gaming etc.


In other news, I helped at text-a-toasty yesterday and even though I'm an antisocial introvert I really enjoyed answering all the question and chatting with the people. As someone said during the evening, "you tend to grow most when you are outside of your comfort-zone", and I think I really experienced that. And I'm now actually ill, woke up after 6 hours of restless sleep with a sore throat and a headache, still managed to go to Uni and CU, which I enjoyed the latter a lot.
Have a meeting tomorrow with someone I would like to call a Mentor or at least a Man of great Faith and wisdom. I'm looking forward to it.