Okay, sorry for basically being shit at keeping this blip :( I know I should do it every day and not just when I get really bored and start taking photos, and I don't even have an excuse :(
But now, I will just bitch about my life.
So, in the winter, it takes a lot for me to be happy. I just really hate the cold and I can only see the bad things in the world, not the good.
And I really hate teenage girls! (I know I am one but that doesn't matter)
It's all 'omg he said he might not go to prom with me anymore!!!' 'clever people take lanuages. im taking a language for a level' 'blah blah blah me me me' and allll I can think is why do i have to be here. i really don't like you. at all.
And something else? This guy I kind of used to have a thing for decided that when we're alone he'd be really flirty and lead me on loads, but when we're with other people he would act like a complete twat. I really don't understand teenagers. But anyway, guys don't really matter. I'm only 16, and I can leave in 13 weeks (at last).
So, anywho, I guess I just been feeling a bit empty lately. I (like every other teenager) have some shit going on at home, which has affected me a lot. I don't let people get close, because when they do, when they know everyything, they leave.Or disappoint me. And that happened quite recently. So if anyone from school is reading this, this is the reason I get a bit dark and twisty. Also, I am ill. and i should stop using italics I hate being ill :( so I haven't been putting any effort into any (well almost) friendships, and I'm realising that it's just me making the effort, and I really don't like that. It makess you feel worthless, not worth somebodys time.
But eugh, life.
So, the picture is a line from 'I don't want to be' by Gavin DeGraw
I looove that song
TTFN