Smiles.

I literally woke up and smiled straight away this morning :-) .... And then I thought that my head hurt lol! I'm still smiling about last night now.

Now if J had gone out, drunk too much and then been a useless lump all day I would've been a right moody git. Thankfully J is not so cruel. He got up with the girls, despite working till late last night, went to the shop for bacon and sausages and even took kids with him when he popped to the shops so I could have a cheeky nap. I am so bloody grateful right now. He says he's just glad I had a great time after not going out for so many months. I should probably try to remember his kindness for next time he's in this state

Kids were really well behaved too today. Or maybe I was just too fragile to notice. No fighting, no tantrums, no problems. They just seemed happy and funny today, so I am kinda buzzing with how proud I am of them, and how great it is that they're mine.

I know this is probably a bit of a cringingly gushing entry today, all loved up, and boasting but it's how I feel today. Really happy and lucky. Normal service will resume tomorrow, bah humbug ;-)

A nice curry and some diet coke set me straight this evenin and I'm feeling human again. hoorah!