Well...

Not a lot i can say, apart from feel sorry for myself, the thing i hate the most is having to say goodbye everytime Luke goes back off leave... i feel like i'm never gonna see him again!

He went back today, i've cried ever since he left, can't bloody stop either... Callum is upset his dads gone, even the dog is moping around the house!

so i'm gonna sit on couch with a pimm's and coke or possibly a glass of wine, maybe even something a lil stronger and watch this dvd cause im feeling down!

its harder because i might not get to see him at christmas it depends if he gets leave ...