Note to everyone, don't go on a liquid diet..

I'm living off this shit at the minute because of my tongue piercing.
Right now it's not worth it, but when I can eat/drink/speak properly it will be.

I think this could have something to do with me feeling so down recently. I mean I'm not getting any sleep, no energy from food, just 202 calories from a glass of this when I get hungry. I don't even like milk

No wonder I'm sick.

I fucking hate this man.

My diet consists of this meal replacement powder and tabs, surely this can not be good for my body.
At least my tongue's healing I guess.
Shouldn't be long now till I can go back to stuffing my face on chicken burgers and chips again. Thank God.

Today's going to be a boring day, I'm off work and I have to revise. My family's gone out as my sister's got some sort of horse show tomorrow she needs to set up, I don't honestly listen to what they're doing.

So I'm stuck in the house, trying my best to revise and not be sick.

Never got to have a tab last night, so this morning was my first in like 2 days, slight baccy buzz which brightened my day for the 30 seconds it lasted.

I don't think I've ever mentioned Dan W
Well I don't know him personally, he started talking to me on Facebook through mutual friends and we've been texting for a while now. I don't like him as anything more than a friend but he is adorable.
We were meant to meet on Thursday, he cancelled as he was in a bad mood. So we re-arranged for Friday but before we met up he texted me saying 'ily right' so ofcourse I was confused as to what he meant so I asked, he said it again, so I texted him saying 'as a friend? Me too' but then his reply was 'in whatever way you want to be'
Kind of took me by shock I guess, I never realised he could like me in that way, I've never even thought about it, I mean we've never met in person, I dunno, it's cute but I couldn't have feelings for someone I've never met. I honestly don't know how to act now, like texting him and talking to him, I don't want to be too flirty and give him false hope, but then again I never was to him, or at least I don't think I was, I can never tell, I'm a natural flirt But we never met up, it kind of put me off, being all forward and everything.

Glad I got that off my chest, I've never really spoke too much about him too my friends as I've never had the need to.

I was texting Ryan yesterday, like pretty much all night, it was cute, I like him I can't like him I mean he's a player, all my friends who know him have said so, he's cheated on his Fiancee a few times, it's just me feeling lonely, it has to be.

Life = stressful

I'm gonna try and get some revision done today, seeing as I can't tomorrow as I have work, so I'll try to find something better to Blip about tomorrow,
Byeee <3