Wild

Have sat and stared at this entry not knowing how to write how I am feeling.
I can't put it into words, I just know that I can't go on much longer feeling like this.  
At least I know that this time next week some of what I am dealing with will be over.

Came home early, had a sleep, then  a visit from a nurse with the home treatment team. Vegged on sofa for the rest of the day.