Confused yet:)..?

By Angelabc2378

A marriage definitely NOT made in heaven.....

So, today I have decided to go blond...I actually decided to do this 2 weeks ago, but had to first muster up the courage, and secondly get the wedding out of the way....why Ive even decided to do it now, is beyond me, considering I start my new job in a very up market hotel on Tuesday....lol...I must be completely mad!!!
My friend came down to see me tonight, and after a wee jaunt to the supermarket to buy some summer alcohol, we decided there was no time like the present to get drinking and dying......lol
So, I sit here with my hair slowly going through the stages of dark brown - orange - yellow, until it hopefully reaches the afore mentioned desired BLOND!!!!... well thats the plan anyway...just as well I bought 3 boxes of the stuff....Oh gosh, I'm slightly nervous..What happens if its a complete disaster?..My hair falls out?...Scott hates it?..Arghhh...its going to be a long night me thinks...lol...hence the bubbly....

Whilst sitting here patiently impatiently waiting, "I got to thinking"...
What things do we worry unnecessarily about in life that are either petty, or totally outwith our control anyway????....
1...Considering the moment, What if my hair dye goes wrong???...or is a disaster??...
2...If I grow up as my mum said "cross eyed, with curly teeth and walking with a stutter".....lol..obviously hasn't happened but it always made me laugh...
3...If I apply the 12 hour developing fake tan and get up the next morning and its bright orange???...
4...If I give birth to Ging-ers???....apologees to ginger haired people out there...
5...All my teeth fall out???...arghhh....a long time worry of mine, and considering the shape of my teeth at the moment, a daily worry...lol
6...If I fall on my face in my new job on Tuesday...they see right through me....or more to the point...hate the new Blond look of my hair....
7...When the death of a loved one, or even a parent eventually comes....this is something I worry about a lot, but try not to....
8...If I am not liked??.....this is one a huge worry...I know I can't go through life with everyone always liking me, but still.....
9...Living my life with a serious regret....we all regret, we all wish we could go back and change certain things, but imagine having a regret that tears you up for your entire life....something I really need to get over...
10...Not having love in my life....we can all cope with lack of money, not being liked, but not having Love in your life.......Thats a hard hard one to imagine......well for me anyway

"Worry never robs tomorrow of its sorrow, it only saps today of its joy."
leo buscaglia

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