Torn

5years 144days

I am blipping this today because I don't know what else to do. I can't not blip. But I blip it very anxious that blip-rumour suggests the end has come. I can't really bare the thought, if I am honest. The practical side of me is going to sit down and copy-paste as much of 2000days of diary as I possibly can. The emotionally involved part has gone into hiding. I don't want to think that blipfoto have ended our 5year love affair without so much as a goodbye. So I'm going to write her diary, I am going to try avoid my goodbyes to you all. Because I love my blip friends a lot.

Anyway today....
She got up nice and early, went for a play. She asked for the iPad about 630. I hadn't slept well so at that point fell back to sleep. We got up and ready for ballet. She had fun, worked hard. We stopped at the shop on the way home. We decided to home bake some beans. We put them in to soak and have enjoyed tracking what has happened to them. She's going to write up the experiment/recipe as protest to her lack of written homework this weekend!
We had a late lunch and enjoyed the Peoples Strictly and the Sewing Bee final. She spent a long time making secret things for me. It's the first time she's done that for Mothers Day and it made my heart burst. It was pretty much bedtime by then. She read a story, I told her one and we snuggled down. I confess that we snuggled down watching Qualifying for tomorrow's Grand Prix- first race of the season, nice Mother's Day present for me (yes I'm serious!)