.......this is my week...........

Every morning before I leave the house I fill my pockets with  fags, lighter, cash, wallet, painkillers, phone and little notes to myself...............every evening when I get home  empty it all out again.

I don't need to do this for a week now!

I didn't go to the prom last night.......no energy..........I said goodbye to a (temporary) colleague today..........I am having a nothing weekend before dashing up to Dad's to try and get the house on the market.............early nights..........late lie ins...........no work ( I've marked all my exam papers).....no fishing.......nothing...........I need it............I've earned it..........and I'm going to have it.

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