Shattered

Took delivery of new fridge freezer today so spent a while defrosting the old one- think there was more ice than food in there!
Sofa covers washed and dried and the ironing mountain was finally conquered.
Bumped into my lil bro's best friend for the first time in a very long time this evening which was lovely but also a stark reminder of the hole in our family.
Head filled with 'what ifs?' this evening.