Long Distance

Y'know for so long I was sort of in denial about the fact I was in a long distance relationship. 


Always questioning everyone, saying 'it's not really that far'. Because apparently if it's not a different country then it's all cool. But even though Newcastle and Manchester are still northern it's still long distance. Like, if we drove then yeah, see each other all the time. Every weekend, maybe even a cheeky weekday if we fancied. But we don't. It's 2 1/2 hour train journeys, it's every 12/13 days, it's every moment on whatsapp or Skype. If I'm not in a long distance relationship then why does it hurt so much when I have to drop him at the train station. Or why do I get a sinking feeling when another weekend has come around and I still haven't seen him.

Sometimes ladies and gents, it's hard. And I get he's not in Australia but still. It's not like I can pop round. Also it feels even more petty because Lee seems to always have these sorts of relationships, like his ex lived in America! I don't live in America! I like 160 miles away. So sometimes I feel like maybe I shouldn't miss him because his circumstances have been worse? I dunno. All I know is that it sucks.


Happy Blipping.