The Lure of High Voltage

Faced with a selection of buttons to press I invariably manage to pick the wrong one. I think it must be a case of self-sabotage. There is some demon within making decisions for me. I observe my finger moving to choose a particular button. But am I actually making that decision for myself or am I just a witness to the actions of my inner demon, lured by the thrill of high voltage, excitement, uncertainty, danger. It's impossible to know for sure.