Blue

I want to smile
I want to feel good
I'd be so happy but
I just know I never could

I want to laugh
I want to shout with joy
I'd love to so much but
I just know I'll annoy

I want to run
I want to chase the wind
I'd feel feel proud but
I just feel like I've sinned

I want to be bright
I want to shine out
I'd really like a chance but
I never even get a shout

I want to be cheerful
I want to be like you
I'd really be something but
I'll only ever be blue

Terry Rhiannyr
July, 2012