Snow and Ice

Really icy, rather than fluffy snow.

I'm fed up. Fed up of routine and life in general. Fed up of feeling like this. Wondering when there will be a day when I don't think about what I am feeling. I miss so much about life. And it's getting closer to Tuesday. Scared and very nervous.  

Got myself into a state about it earlier and ended up self harming, just to make it a little better.