Getting older

Tired and my head hurts. Still learning to loving myself and wondering if I am getting too old.

Is 36 years old too old for mermaid hair? Do I look like mutton dressed as lamb? Do people still use that phrase? Do I just look silly? Should I start dressing my age? Just what does a 36 year old look like? I am 36 aren't l? How should I dress? Why does my perception of me change from a mirror to a photograph? How can I be feeling pretty great one moment and then rubbish the next all because of a different way of looking at me!? Pretty. Ugly. Pretty ugly. Fat and ugly. Fat.