..........Crazy............

Hannah using the collapsible toy box to be a monster......although Charlie insisted she should be a robot.

Woke up at 5.30 this morning after about 4 hours sleep........but I'd gone to bed at 11.30.

Decided that the only way to surface from the sea of despond I've been in was to force myself to do something...........went off to see the boys........stayed for an hour.........brought breakfast bacon butties home for the Daughter and I..........helped her fill out a form for the house purchase........she went off with YH and her sister Rhian into Manchester to buy shoes for the wedding.........I  did several little jobs around the house...........and then it stopped raining.......so I did a bit of tidying in the garden............and then some in the house.

About 4.00 p.m. the S & H and the girls arrived..........the women got back about 5.30............we ate a lovely spag bol, followed by ice  creams, drank some wine........and then Hannah amused us with the monster routine for a while.............and then I decided to catch up with my blips.........I'm tired........but pleasantly so.maybe I'll sleep better tonight.....today I laughed.....properly laughed........not a polite, forced laugh because I  felt I should do so........ for the first time this week.

Tomorrow morning I  don't care what time I wake up, I'm going to roll over and go back to sleep...........and if I can't I'm going to read.......that usually works........and if I keep waking I'm going to keep rolling over.......until I feel properly refreshed..........and then we'll see what the rest of the day brings.

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