..........oh yes!..........

Terrible night last night.....every time I closed my eyes I imagined the scanner. Managed about 2 1/2 hours sleep.

Opened a bottle of wine last night...had a glass...just polished off the rest of the bottle in the last 30 minutes...slightly pie eyed.

Spoke to GP this morning..........agreed to adjust my medication in line with the suggestion in the consultants letter.

Saw the consultant tonight.............positive out come for all sorts of reasons

1. No charge for yesterday's failed scan
2. No charge for tonight's consultation
3. Is positive something can be done to improve my condition.
4. .....And this is the biggie........he has referred me to the European Open Scanner..........that is it in the photo.no claustrophobic worries........should be some time next week.

Miserable, stressed and feeling shite last night...........much better tonight.

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