Bank holiday blues :(

Had an angry day today, they have started up again after a good spell without them, feeling angry, bitter and utterly let down. I'm so desperate to get this house sold and start a fresh on my own, I'm completely trapped with these horrid feelings till I do. My crappy picture represents me perfectly with just my remote for company.... Knowing all my "friends" are all out for the bank holiday not giving me a single thought, why break a habit eh?
It's the fil 1st bday since he passed away so tomorrow isn't going to get much better and having to play nicely with d around in the evening will just finish off my utterly shite bank holiday!!