Meltdown Monday

Today was tough again.
Audrey screamed a lot.
Including a meltdown when we walked to Chorlton Water Park (see pic) that drew pitying glances from passers-by. A phonecall to my Mum on the way back just about kept me sane.

Kept on with the routine but she did her own thing regardless. She was very very grumpy. I miss her smiles.

Did manage to feed her lots today though so am praying for a tiny miracle tonight rather than the waking every hour thing that happened last night.

Other than that I am exhausted. Too exhausted to even moan on blip. Will be back when am feeling more positive hopefully...