The view from the view

This the other side of our school. The forest. Those trees see the Bosphorus more than I saw Bosphorus in my life. Well, they deserve it. I know this picture is very edited, but the green in the trees look artificial in real life. The blues do change every day, but the dazzling green is the same. Ahh, here I am again, trying to explain the true colours behind an edited photo. Why did I edit it? Because on instagram it needs to fit into my feed. Oh, and it fit perfectly. I've been getting a lot of compliments on my photos recently, since I've been posting more and taking even more pictures. I like it, it's really motivating for me since you don't really feel validated on social media, even if you get three million likes. When people come up to you in real life and say how much they like your photos, well. I just feel flattered.

I took this picture whilst in DI. Our assigned classroom has this view. DI was rough this year, I really like the club but our group just caused so much of the stress in my life. I mean I had other things to deal with but because DI's stress on me was so high I think I couldn't focus on the other stress. Now I'm happy. I mean I'm not really really happy, and I still do feel stress, but it's so much better. I don't want to pull my hair out every Monday, and I don't have to worry about wasting my weekend to go buy some more duct tape or spray paint because our team and sometimes other teams used it all. Well, if I'll have time I'm really considering it next year. It's so interesting. All year we were like "I hate DI I'm never doing it again" and when we came back from İzmir, the DAT, I just wanted more. I wanted to do it again. I'm not interested in the globals, being in RC Singers don't allow for much hard clubs during the second semester. It was a rush even going to İzmir.

I want to be a tree. They're calm. They have probably moderate stress for a tree, but it's ok. I used to judge trees a lot, because they couldn't move at all, but now I want to be one, simply because it doesn't move, at all. I mean it does ever so slightly but they are the leaves and stuff. You get what I mean. I'd like to do something nice for everyone, as a part of living myself. It's amazing how photosynthesis is a must for the trees to live, just like humans breathing, but they just pump oxygen.

Well, we pump carbon dioxide for them to use...