Feeling Human

Here's for the tricky one.

Last night was weird, this photo represents me, and the two other girls who were trying to go to the same party, but the party was over. For me, I walked there during all the rain and wind; for them, they had to sit for two straight hours in order to learn something. All three of us looked forward to this party, we were going to have fun, eat some food it was perfect.

Oh, it doesn't work that way. From the waiters I learned that the group left max ten minutes ago, when they told us that they'd wait. At this point you're either relating to me, or have a thing of finishing what you've started or you have to read this. But it was the best night I had in a while.


With the girls we went and ate kumpir, then went to Starbucks to grab a coffee. Mom was texting me every five minutes, asking how the party was going. Well, it wasn't necessarily a party but it was pretty good. We talked about anything and everything. We didn't have much in common, and yet we had everything in common. Oh, did I mention that that night all the roads to my house were blocked? Anyways, we were having so much fun, that waiting five minutes for the metrobus to arrive was too long for me.

Now, I don't ever go out. Mostly it's just me in my room, and yes, I am extroverted. But nights like these prove a point. Things suck, and they don't turn out ok. I'm still bummed that I missed the party, I'm still mad at telling my mom that I needed to go there whem she listed at least five realistic reasons why I shouldn't be going. But you know what? I'd actually choose to leave my schoolbus and go again. I'd really do. It was one of the very few human moments I'm able to get, and I'll take it again.

That's it. I kind of snapped this picture and the lyrics of this song was playing. I added the him part, but still. Then I kind of wanted to share this with you. Yeah, happy holidays. That's a pgrase that makes a lot of people happy. There's no school on Monday, so people are very excited for the rate additional weekend day.

Happy Holidays, and take care. Really do take care.