Visiting Mum

I spent a few hours recording and editing vocals and then after lunch I visited Mum who is very weak, I took her in the garden but it was too cold for her even with blankets.
She can hardly speak now but she did manage to tell me to look for her book with everyone's Birthdays in it, I found it but March to November was missing!
She also asked after my Brother.
She ate some chocolate but had trouble swallowing her sandwich, I left her with a carer having soup.
Tomorrow is a year since Gerry passed away :-( I did mention it to her but she didn't say anything.
It's all very sad.