One whole year

Gosh every year the same time, a strom has to hit my life!

Alright, i know i have been a total jerk and havent blipped from so many weeks as i promised myself i would. But trust me, i missed blipping so much. As for the record its been one whole year since i left my home, since i have seen my mom. It was around the same time of the night i said my good byes hoping that i will see her in next few weeks, but God always have strange yet better plans for us. I miss her terribly today. Also last few weeks have gone crazy, is there something wrong with this time of year for me?

I know there is sunshine somewhere and i am just waiting for my life to complete the orbit and the rising light hits once again!!