Because its Nice to be Nice

I have been well and truly on freak out mode about uni. I think the pressure and weight of it being my final year has just crippled my confidence levels... I've been a bumbling wreck and it's only week 2! I just have this horrible 'your not smart enough' for this feeling.
The light at the end of this chaotic bumbling tunnel has been my Mr...
He has been calming, supportive and has told me that I absolutely can and will do it.
The mind set that what I need to do is what I've been doing already seems to have flown the nest completely.
I feel unprepared and terrified... The only thing keeping me same is him and he makes it important that how I'm feeling is out in the open; he has tissued away the tears and cleaned up the panda eyes and told me its okay to feel overwhelmed! And my goodness do I ever.
More than anything in this world I want to earn my gown in June and know that I've done it, but his faith in me makes me
want to show him he was right to believe In me.
He asked me fight through the doubts and insecurities and if I can't do that for him and for me then i don't deserve my 5 wonderful minutes onstage of thinking you bloody well did it girl!!!!!

Sx