the disappointed poem

for all the times that you've found your well hidden piece of chocolate to be eaten,
and that one book series that "just deserved a better ending"
and that one song from that one band you've waited for so long but "i don't know, it doesn't really sound like them"
and for those times when you thought you've studied hard
and you also thought he liked you a lot but turns out it was
never
you
that he liked.
and the darker times when you thought about how you had expected to be more.
to become more.
to have been more.
how you never thought things would turn out this way,
had it ever crossed your mind that everything would get so mixed up...
and you lay there,
thinking about how you expected more.


maybe you should just,
i don't know,
not think anymore.