Tuesday

Music while we exercise tonight down on the prom. Davidson Mains pipe band practicing. 
We ran, walked, ran walked from Silverknowes to Cramond and back.

The difference between L and I is that she feels good after, more energised. I feel nothing, I feel exactly the same as before. L also feels the benefit the day after, she has more energy and is happier. Me, I don't feel any difference. I still feel numb. It upsets me that this is the case. I am angry that , that has been taken away from me, to feel the benefit from exercise.