Advent

Quite bad today.
I wanted to make a concerted effort, every day in December, to get out there and take pictures in a way that I haven't recently because of university. But I just felt so empty and hollow and low that I only ventured outside to get a Meal Deal in the afternoon, and when I went for a walk around Cardiff this evening nothing about the photographs I took seemed right, seemed me.
I can feel panic shadowing me again, lurking in corners and making every reminder of work and money and futures feel like a threat.