so far away

i had another experience with snow on sunday. i was walking in a park with snow all around me. sunday is my favorite day of the week. sunday coupled with snow is pretty spectacular. how is that for alliteration?

i felt like i was seeing the world through a delayed projection on the wall. time and movement seemed to slow. the snow just kept falling. my friend climbed to the top of this hill. he seemed a thousand miles away from me. when he spoke i think the earth just smothered his voice. his movement a staccato against the white backdrop.

we went to the flea market at mauer park. there were many a thing i wanted to buy there. i think ill have to go back by myself, as i cannot shop in front of other people. im too slow. i stress them out and it consequently stresses me out.

im in love with life. i just dont know what to do with so much joy. i suppose continue to be grateful, and try to serve and love.

also, happy birthday heather. i love you. cant wait to see you.