chillaxing

finally work has finished ..three days off now, and thank gawd for that.... its been emotional this week..its not been the easiest of weeks to find pleasure in, but one to count many blessings.. which i dont need much encouragement to do, feel that a end of a chapter is closing in ,, and the beginning of a new book let alone a new chapter is starting... new years are always a great time to start afresh, in themselves its not much more than a different month on the calender but us humans bring more significance into than that..
Gotta be honest here .. for me ive got to learn to trust people once more, especially the female of the species...the fairer sex??? ummmm for me its a generalization,but no ..seen a work friend chewed up and spat out this year and it doesnt make pleasant viewing ... in my experience .... i can definitely categorically say never again will i let anyone who has no business being close to this family again.. its been far too painful experience, although it happened a fair time ago its repercussions live on in the faces that stare back at me .... but on the 31st december i will turn the page....and burn the book...my new years resolution..find myself a comfy life balance..and develop that second sense of judgement... im looking forward to 2013 very much...is it too early to wish you all brill new year,, not filled with ghosts, hangovers from years gone past, a year full of resolutions and promise and that elusive peace of mind, for my girls, who this diary is written for... you are my darlings.. seeing you grow continues to be the biggest pleasure and privilege that any man could have bestowed on him....the love of a good woman has been a christmas gift money cant buy,, thank you ali x.. staunch friends who know they are just that ... the rest is just smoke and mirrors. ..............