So frustrated

Rained all week so not been in garden. Phone calls with both brothers today. One is a prison officer and although they have had no infection to date they have transferred in prisoners from another prison that have had high level with a number of deaths, including staff.
Perhaps it’s the weather, then the fencer and now I have no internet but I am feeling really down and quite tearful. I need to have a firm talk with myself. Told internet should be back on late today.