Although i find this a very beautiful flower i also have a tinge of dislike for these hellebore's. They bring back memories of days gone by working with them in a wholesale nursery. One particular time several orders had to be put up for thousands of these and each individual plant had to be tidied up, well to cut a long story after several days and a night working till Midnight they were done, but i always think back to that Midnight stint.
After speaking to a close friend today about her experience i am having to deal with i feel ready to move forward and have taken a step forward about my uncle and feel very positive about it.