Monday

Five hours after taking my tablet last night I was still awake . So frustrating. I had walked for miles yesterday and went to bed tired. 

Up sharp to meet a friend for coffee; the first person to see and talk to in 3 days. I wasn't in the mood. So low and just couldn't see the point. It was hard going and as I was leaving her we spoke about something and I ended  up in tears on the street. 

I just can't live like this anymore I want to be gone. 

I felt sick with tiredness this afternoon and ended up falling asleep for over 2hrs. 
I saw this from my sofa when I woke.