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Hello lunch..

My studio's across the road from a CHOCOLATE SHOP. The weather is DISGUSTING so I am going to do what I'm told and KISS THIS. I've never done what I'm told in my LIFE so I hope it works.

Everyone I know is either depressed and exhausted or both from the cold and grey and wet which has gone on way, way too long. Normally I manage to ignore the weather, but not this time. Spring is needed. Spring - get your arse here RIGHT NOW. Or Summer. EVEN BETTER.

I emailed an old friend (quasi-lover) yesterday who I just found out is visiting the UK soon. Haven't seen him for many years and we parted in a blaze of misunderstanding & dissatisfaction so I hope I hear from him. He's an amazing man so it would be bloody wonderful to see him and to make things all right.

Don't even know if he still uses that address. I won't mind if I don't hear from him either. I've no pride when it comes to people I care deeply about - there haven't been very many. So many friends, so few loves. Very very very precious.