two very different paths...and i can take only one

I thought I knew what I wanted...have been working towards it...

but now - something that had always kind of bumped around in my head is back...and with some encouragement from a good friend this time its being very hard to ignore.

but its sooo different, kind of scary, and intimidating, would i be good enough?
the other choice is much easier, safer....


but would i be as happy?



i need to look into my options for real...and then try to make a decision...i've never been very good at making decisions....but this is driving me crazy. i need to figure this out.