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In the room now called The Servants Quarters. The only photos I took were ones I snapped trying to find ideas for new children’s guides and trails. I couldn’t quite work out what the script had to do with the picture here!

For the first time since returning to work, it didn’t help today. I know it’s because it’s the school holidays and my team are all on leave, meaning my work is all office based and alone. A couple of people yelled ‘good morning’ as they passed, but no interaction of note with anyone. I did get on with stuff I need to do, but don’t really have much enthusiasm for it, and If I’m totally honest felt sorry for myself most of the day. I left quite early but really no point in that either as I’ve no motivation at all to do anything at home and just continued with the self pity!
The commute is also a struggle with road works so prevalent at the moment. 

I have the first counselling call tomorrow evening, will it help? I hope so. I don’t like feeling like I’m not me, but on the other hand I know I can’t be ‘me’ again as the other half of me is gone. 
Thank you Rhona for your lovely (definitely not rubbish) message.