Monday

I couldn't sleep last night and was still awake around 4am. I don't want to fall asleep as I don't want the next day to begin but I also can't stand being on the one I am on. It's a no win situation. 
I eventually did get to sleep and woke around 11am.

I had arranged to meet a friend for a walk early afternoon and while I was waiting took a few photos in the hope the SD reader would arrive today. It did and has solved the problem. 
I don't want to be around people as it's hard to go back to being alone and it makes me feel worse but I also don't want to be alone all the time. It's bloody hard being me at the moment.