Decisions and waiting

It’s been a day of good work. I feel satisfied. Last week could be the last time I speak to my project manager - she is very sweet! I will miss her. This was my first project at the bank and I thoroughly enjoyed myself. Also, found out yesterday that I am the employee of the month.

Besides this, I had my job interview on Thursday (post to follow). It was good and the interviewers were kind and answered all my questions. The email from the recruiter mentioned she wants to have a call to discuss feedback and next steps - is that good or bad?

I am not feeling okay mentally. I don’t have anyone to support me and it breaks me at times. May be I have self isolated from people or it could be that I am a terrible person and no one wants to be near me.