Another year, another day

I got woken up by the boom sticks and then had to comfort a terrified small dog. 

Another year done, the start of a new and I still have no clue. 

I still don't have any friends and I can't work out how to people. 

I volunteer, I do things and yet I am still on the outside looking in without a clue. 

But is there even any point? I am not really worth it, I have such limited energy that I am not sure I have anything to spare. 

I don't know just feeling down.