Saturday

It's August, it's festival time and you just don't question anything you see in Edinburgh, as you see allsorts!
Driving home after an afternoon in Dobbies with Mum, having a wander and was hoping to buy some house plants, but didn't see anything that stood out. We went out for some dinner afterwards.
Since Covid things have changed; I made them change and I now know I can only spent a short period of time with her. Today was too long and I am really feeling it now, she is such a trigger. I want to cry, scream, self harm, lie down, have no noise, pace, do everything I try hard not to do.