HUNGER

I am always hungry
Hungry for attention that I never received as a child
I think that's the reason why whenever I get attached to someone, I try so hard to not let go because they are the only people who give me the attention that I crave.
But no matter how hard I try, I always fuck it up not only for myself but for them as well. I cannot stop destroying the things I love, and I tried to stop it for so long but I just can't.

Today I fucked up the only thing that's keeping me sane, my only way out or so I've thought. But in the end, all I've got is insane. The hunger strikes but I don't want to be hungry anymore.