Fading

A busy morning; picking up a parcel from the other side of town, Tesco's, picking up a parcel from the post office for Mum, a coffee in Starbucks and a wander round Lauriston Castle Grounds. All before 11am.

All the while putting up with the anxious symptoms and feeling emotional.

An afternoon of staring at the tv/music channels.

I can't help feeling the way I am at the moment and if I want to use my blip to record these moments I can, it's my journal.