Gentle

I love the delicate , gentle colours of summer … so calming.
Hot colours in a garden seem to aggitate me!
A gentle type of day too… mainly in the garden again as it’s peaceful , interspersed with conversations with Lydia.. thank good ness for phones.
She’s very tired and looks pale. Lack of sleep isn’t helping as the others in the ward have dementia, so motion machines bleep all night and one is non verbal and keeps shouting all night.!! She had a ct scan but the results hadn’t come through and her blood pressure is low and still in pain… she’s desperate to come home to Alicia and John but now has another night in hospital.
She was really quite tearful .. my heart breaks for her.
She still breast feeds Alicia, mainly to sleep but she was so good for her daddy. She went to bed with her doctor’s outfit on so it would make mummy better.