Sensitive

I had messaged my ex- landlady the first thing in the morning as I knew she would forget. She didn’t and seemed to remember that the Buddhism meeting was today. Next, I deep cleaned my flat given that Marcus was not coming to chant. I was amazed at the amount of dust that gets collected. I brushed and then mopped and felt tired. Next, I hopped on the bus to N’s house. Turns out I mis read and the meeting had to start at 5:15 and I reached by 5:25 a bit later. Ex- landlady didn’t turn up citing that she is feeling feverish, but I feel that she must be too tired from croquet. I felt a bit strange at the meeting today as if people ignored me. But, in moments like this, I have to know my motive. Returned back home with Isolde, Marcus, Mark (?). Marcus and Isolde seemed to be engaged in separate conversation. Post returning, I had my tea and slept in early.